Oh my god, am I going through it. I have been crying and feeling despair all morning. I am trying all I know to get myself through it, but I am really down deep in this shit. And I can’t talk to anyone about it at this point. Well, I could, but their words of … More Soul Crushed
I stare at the screen with a blank mind. Yep, the depression has creeped back in. It comes on slowly most of the time…gradually devouring me one piece at a time. It’s been harder and harder to want to get out of bed, or exercise, or shower, or do anything…That’s how I know it’s about … More Depression…Done This Before
So what does it mean to be a survivor? To push through moments, hours, and days of battle with your inner demons? To hold on tighter when all you want to do is let go and give up the fight? To find that inner strength when you thought you were completely empty inside? How about … More Survivor?
It’s been awhile hasn’t it? I am still plugging along in my daily reprieve from anxiety and addiction. I am coming up on an anniversary soon, but I try not to think of that too much. One day at a time. (Never gets old does it?) 😉 I have been actually dealing with some cravings … More Take It Back
It comes and it goes. This battle I am fighting to keep my shit together, all neat and nice. Every hour on the hour different scenarios play out in my head as to how this is all going to work out. At times, I am gleaming with positivity and others I am crying as I … More The Battle of Everyday
It is okay with me that I’m a little messed up. I am sure I am not alone in having mental health issues, as well as, substance abuse disorder. So I take it in stride and do what I can everyday to better myself. That being said, sometimes it’s a lot to handle. I am … More Turn It Over? How?
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